Sunday, March 1, 2009

Final Sin Essay

Macda Gerard
AP English 11: Mr. George
25 January 2009
Final Essay on Sin


“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9). This is the only way of acquiring salvation. Throughout the play, The Crucible, and the novels The Scarlet Letter and The Picture of Dorian Gray, the theme of redemption is prevalent in the main characters’ lives. Each carried the guilt of a sin; however, each diverged toward their own means of grappling with it. John Proctor from The Crucible and Dimmesdale and Hester Prynne from The Scarlet Letter begin their misguided search for forgiveness by different means, but are ultimately forgiven after both publicly and privately bearing their sins. Abigail from The Crucible, Chillingworth from The Scarlet Letter, and Dorian from The Picture of Dorian Gray choose to reject their opportunities to obtain absolution, which only results in their downfall. It is evident that once absolution is sought through both public and private acknowledgment, it is surely found.

All three works share a common message of upholding values in which one must carry out in the process of obtaining absolution through public and private means. In The Crucible, Proctor is depicted as a sinner, living faithfully in search of forgiveness. This is evident when he says, “Do that which is good, and no harm shall come to thee” (Miller 95). He remains faithful to the truth and ultimately receives forgiveness. Likewise, in The Scarlet Letter, one is encouraged to be honest: “Be true! Be true! Show freely to the world, if not your worst, yet some trait whereby the worst may be inferred” (Hawthorne 231). The Picture of Dorian Gray also reveals that honesty is of great value. This importance is revealed when observing Basil’s urgent plea to Dorian to repent and ask God for forgiveness. One can come to the understanding that remaining faithful to the truth is essential to grappling with sin publicly and privately; for if one is not truthful to both God and the public, redemption cannot be found.

Proctor begins his search for amnesty by admitting his sin to his wife. Despite Proctor’s best efforts in abiding by the truth, he is met with Elizabeth’s unwillingness to warmly accept his faults. An emotional detachment is formed between Proctor and Elizabeth, which only pushes Proctor toward other means of acquiring redemption. He looks to the people. Proctor was aware that failing to confess would hinder him from obtaining his desired forgiveness, while also allowing Abigail to continue to cause chaos within the town. In hopes of receiving forgiveness and putting an end to Abigail’s treacherous deeds, Proctor contritely confesses his sin to the people. Unfortunately, the people were unable to offer his desperately sought after redemption. Proctor upholds his values and tarnishes his name in hopes of obtaining absolution; however, he is unjustly condemned to death. Proctor loses patience and becomes infuriated at the fact that he still does not feel absolved of his sin so he continues to seek forgiveness elsewhere.

Proctor’s misguided search comes to an end when he discovers with whom his answers truly lie. As Proctor’s search for forgiveness proceeds, Elizabeth plays a large role in his atonement. Elizabeth helps Proctor come to the understanding that she is unable to give redemption: “I cannot judge you, John, I cannot” (Miller 138). She reinforces the mentality that God is the only judge. Furthermore, Proctor sees Rebecca’s disappointment when he is about to sign the false confession. Through Proctor’s constant demand for answers, for the first time, he sees God as an option: “Then who will judge me? Suddenly clasping his hands: God in Heaven who is John Proctor, what is John Proctor?” (138). Proctor does indeed seek forgiveness from others, but comes to the understanding that God must also be involved.

Dimmesdale has a similar means of grappling with his sin. At first, Dimmesdale deals with his sin privately. He is seen as an important figure in the church and is deeply revered by the townspeople and fellow ministers. If Dimmesdale were to publicly bear his sin, the church would go awry and possibly fall apart causing great chaos within the town. Aware of this, Dimmesdale is forced to grapple with his sin privately, which only results in his personal torment: “Fast…in order to purify the body and render it the fitter medium of celestial illumination, but rigorously, and until his knees trembled beneath him, as an act of penance” (Hawthorne 132). He had also been tormented by Chillingworth during this time, but was unaware of it. After Dimmesdale realized, he was grateful for his self-torture and Chillingworth’s torment because he believed them to be a part of his soon to come redemption.
Dimmesdale felt unsatisfied by the fact that he did not feel completely absolved. The Bible states that, “He who conceals his sins does not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy” (Proverbs 28:13). Dimmesdale chooses to publicly confess his sin after grappling with it privately, which finally releases him from the burden of his sin. He acknowledges that bearing his sin privately and also bringing it to the people were essential to freeing himself in order to die peacefully. Nonetheless, there were those who did not take this route.

Chillingworth took the role as Dimmesdale’s physician only to do evil and poison him with medication that solely kept Dimmesdale alive for more suffering. Chillingworth was aware of the horrid sin he was committing; however, that did not hinder him from leeching onto Dimmesdale. Instead of searching for repentance, Chillingworth continued to punish and seek vengeance. Dimmesdale becomes Chillingworth’s purpose to live, but soon loses this purpose after Dimmesdale’s death: “All his strength and energy—all his vital and intellectual force—seemed at once to desert him; insomuch that he positively withered up, shriveled away” (Hawthorne 232). Chillingworth’s physical appearance altered drastically and leads to his death because he could no longer depend on Dimmesdale. He fails to confess and passes away blanketed with sin. Through Chillingworth’s refusal to grapple with his sin, it is assumed that he is faced with the fate of eternal life in Hell.

Dorian had a childlike innocence to his nature that would soon be corrupted, forcing him to result in committing sins. His optimistic view of the world was inspiring and he was not interested in questioning things around him. Upon Lord Henry’s arrival into Dorian’s life, Dorian changed drastically. He influenced Dorian’s every thought; however, Dorian’s naïveté was questionable. It was unclear whether Dorian was indeed genuinely innocent or if he was purposely willing to be influenced. Dorian’s innocence is indistinct because Sibyl was also able to influence Dorian when he tells Lord Henry that, “When I am with her, I regret all that you have taught me... I am changed, and the mere touch of Sibyl Vane’s hand makes me forget you and all your wrong, fascinating, poisonous, delightful theories” (Wilde 82). It can be assumed that instead of being under Lord Henry’s influence, he feels as though Sibyl has a different affect on him. Regardless of his influence, Dorian had the ability to choose between good and evil but failed.

Basil, a painter and close acquaintance of Dorian, paints a portrait of Dorian representing youth and beauty as the secret of life. Lord Henry convinced Dorian that his youth and beauty should be cherished because it can slip away quickly; however, the painting captured his current beauty, which would be ever-present. Dorian claimed that the painting had “taught him to love his own soul” (95). However, one can certainly question if the portrait truly encouraged him to love his soul or rather served as an escape.

Dorian discovers that his portrait would bear his sins, while he remained young. His portrait revealed lines of age and was now “the visible emblem of [his] conscience” (96). The portrait was aging, showing Dorian his wrongdoing. One can suppose that the painting would encourage Dorian to do good; however, it becomes a physical representation of sin so he chooses to place it in his attic where no one can see it. Instead of utilizing the picture as a means of self-improvement, he uses it as an escape from having to bear the shame of his sin. Due to the fact that Dorian’s portrait held the “lines of his mouth, [and] the droop of his eyelids” (153), he did not have to grapple with his sins. In doing so, Dorian never sought redemption and his rotting soul became unable to be salvaged.

Dorian, like Chillingworth, can be considered to act as a parasite. As years passed by, Dorian evolved into a maniacal human being. Although Dorian hid the painting, he is dependent on it. Indeed Dorian hides his portrait from the outside world and becomes paranoid to the idea that his servant may have seen it; however, Dorian chose to look at it extremely often. As long as the portrait existed, so would his rotting soul, along with his urge to do harm and destruction. He can also be seen as a parasite by how his friends were affected by his change. Dorian’s friends were drained of their goodness and success when meeting with Dorian. He begins to bring struggle and sorrow to whomever he is around. This is evident when Basil asks Dorian, “Why is your friendship so fatal to young men? …They have gone down into the depths. You led them there; and yet you can smile as you are smiling now” (155). Following all of his wrongdoing Dorian is faced with the opportunity to repent and gain absolution; however he believed that, “it [was] too late” (162).

Basil Hallward certainly did not believe it was too late for redemption. In fact, he searches for redemption by coming to terms with his sin and confessing to Dorian: “I worshiped you too much. I am punished for it. You worshiped yourself too much. We are both punished” (162). Basil’s adoration and high regard for Dorian came to the extreme where it became sinful. Basil attempted to encourage Dorian to also ask for absolution by praying and pleading for God’s forgiveness. Dorian refuses to and actually responds to Basil’s act of compassion by murdering Basil. However, through Basil’s pleas of forgiveness, Basil was able to obtain absolution before his untimely death.
Abigail is also faced with the opportunity to repent for her sins but chooses not to. From the beginning of the play, Abigail lied which only led to more lies. She refused to seek forgiveness and simply continued to lie. Proctor gave her a chance to confess and gain absolution from their shared sin when he confessed in the court, but she chose to continue her deceiving behavior. Instead of Abigail releasing herself from her sinful standing by confessing her wrongdoing, she compounds her sin, which resulted in an undesirable end. Abigail ignored her sin and had to suffer an earthly fate of being a harridan, implying that her eternal fate was eternal life in Hell.

Unlike Abigail, Hester had no option but to reveal her sin. Hester was impregnated and could not conceal such an obvious state; therefore she was forced to publicly bear her sin because Pearl, her daughter, was a result of it. In addition to that, Hester was to wear the scarlet letter “A” on her chest, symbolizing the sin of adultery. She had to face the ridicule and hatred of the townspeople, which only grew worse as the people glared at this symbol of shame. Although she had to endure emotional pain, Hester partly believed that bearing the sin on her chest in the form of a scarlet “A”, was her means of obtaining absolution: “The torture of her daily shame would at length purge her soul, and work out another purity than that which she had lost; more saint-like” (Hawthorne 74). Dimmesdale tells Hester that she is fortunate to wear the scarlet letter on her chest for all to see (173) and later encourages her to seek redemption from God: “The sin here so awfully revealed!—let these alone be in thy thoughts… God knows; and He is merciful!” (229). Hester ultimately obtains her absolution through suffering in the public eye, but also through seeking God’s mercy.

Though everyone commits sin, God gives us the opportunity to be absolved. Proctor sought forgiveness from the townspeople and was unsuccessful until coming to the understanding that God plays an important role in redemption, thus allowing him to pass away absolved of sin. Both Dimmesdale and Basil demonstrate patience in their relationship between themselves and God, and themselves and the public, ultimately acknowledging that both components were crucial for their redemption. Likewise, Hester must publicly bear her sin with shame and humiliation, but in the end, she is assured that God is involved with her ultimate forgiveness. It is assumed that they are all given a heavenly reward through their search for forgiveness, unlike those who refused to repent.

The fact that God forgives all sinners should have motivated Chillingworth, Dorian and Abigail to repent; however, they chose to ignore their sins. Chillingworth died with malcontent because he could no longer leech on Dimmesdale in search of vengeance. It is obvious that if Dorian had kept his previous belief that, “When we blame ourselves we feel that no one else has the right to blame us. It is confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution” (100) and applied it to all aspects of his life, forgiveness would have been obtained. Abigail also had a chance to be absolved but instead, like all of the characters that refused to seek exoneration, is forced to suffer an eternal fate in the fires of Hell.

From observing those who sought amnesty, one can conclude that when finding contentment with earthly lives by both publicly and privately bearing ones sin, their eternal lives are in Heaven. Therefore, the initial sin is not important; what is important is how one deals with the sin. If we humble ourselves and confess our sins before God and others, salvation is inevitable. “Therefore, my brothers, I want you to know that through Jesus the forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you” (Act 13:38).




Work Cited

BibleGateway. 26 February 2009.
Hawthorne, Nathaniel. The Scarlet Letter. New York: Bantam Dell, 2003.
Miller, Arthur. The Crucible. New York: Penguin Group, 1973.
Wilde, Oscar. The Picture of Dorian Gray. New York: Barnes & Noble Books, 2003.


Thursday, February 19, 2009

Witticisms aka ||Possible new Away Messages||

1) In reality, we fight our own war of what the heart says and what the mind knows. Dreams are our refuge.

2) Forgiveness isn't freeing yourself from a grudge. It is letting the other person off the hook.

3) In life, you can’t steal second base with your foot on first.

4) In our lives, our hearts will keep beating, our blood will keep flowing, and our minds will keep thinking. Those who think different will always keep hating. But only one person matters, and to Him we keep praying.

5) Emotional pain is wisdom entering the body and mind.

6) One who is rich will never know satisfaction. But one who is poor is like one who is rich.

7) Luck is preparation mixed with oppurtunity.

8) Life is about appreciating memories, learning from the past, and realizing that people always change. And in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become.

9) Pride is the one factor that makes the difference between damaging a relationship and deepening it.

10) From Jesus and Judas to Caesar and Brutus. From Martin to Malcolm, success was the outcome. But success is like suicide. If one succeeds, one is crucified.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Dorian Gray: Chapter 15 and 16

“Her feet are very pretty, but they are not feet of clay—white porcelain feet, if you like. They have been through the fire, and what fire does not destroy it hardens. She has had experiences” (186).

  • Although this quote does not exactly add much to plot development, it is extremely enlightening to be told something you were already aware of. This passage explicates the idea of the common aphorism “what does not kill you, only makes you stronger”. Certain experiences are responsible for the strengthening of one’s maturity. The Duchess has gone through situations that have shaped her character, which was believed to be “out of the ordinary” according to how women were viewed at this time. Lord Henry states that she is, “too clever for a woman. She lacks the indefinable charm of weakness” (185). Lord Henry is not only stating his views and opinions about the common woman, but also articulating the stereotypical views that have developed over that time period.


“Ah! For that there was no atonement; but though forgiveness was impossible, forgetfulness was possible still, and he was determined to forget” (189).

  • No matter how hard Dorian tried, he could not forget Basil’s murder. The portrait of Dorian certainly bore the affects of his sin; however, it did not rid him of the horrid memory of this event. There was certainly no expectation for receiving forgiveness because as we have learned through previous characters, one must grapple with the sin in order to obtain redemption. This displays how much Dorian has changed from his earlier belief: “There is a luxury in self-reproach…It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution” (100). It is evident that even with his portrait being a representation of his rotting soul, Dorian has no urge to seek forgiveness. Instead of striving to adhere to his thought of not being able to "bear the idea of [his] soul being hideous" (101), he simply suppresses the memory until it vanishes.

Definitions:

1) “‘Isn’t he incorrigible?’ cried Dorian, leaning forward in his chair” (183).

Incorrigible: (adj) bad beyond correction or reform

2) “There were opium-dens, where one could buy oblivion—dens of horror, where the memory of old sins could be destroyed by the madness of sins that were new” (189).

Opium: (noun) anything that causes dullness or inaction or that soothes the mind or emotions

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Dorian Gray: Chapter 14

“A faint smile passed across his lips, as though he had been lost in some delightful dream. Yet he had not dreamed at all. His night had been untroubled by any images of pleasure or of pain. But youth smiles without any reason. It is one of its chiefest charms” (166).
  • It is evident that despite the happenings of the preceding night, Dorian feels no remorse and awakes with a smile. He did not feel burdened by his wrongdoing, nor felt as though he was responsible for it. We see Dorian carry out his everyday life as normal. The portrait; however, must bear Dorian’s sin. Although Dorian remains physically young and beautiful, his portrait, once again, displays his horrid acts: “[there was] loathsome red dew that gleamed, wet and glistening, on the hands” (177). Dorian is apparently either impervious to sorrow or lacking a soul.

"It is impossible for you to refuse now. I tried to spare you. You will do me the justice to admit that. You were stern, harsh, and offensive. You treated me as no man has ever dared to treat me--no living man, at any rate. I bore it all. Now it is time for me to dictate terms" (175).

  • Throughout his life, Dorian had always been wealthy, young, and admired. No one would ever speak badly about Dorian without feeling a hint of guilt for it. With the entrance of the new character Alan Campbell, this has changed. Campbell is not afraid of defending his views and expressing his thoughts on how horrible Dorian has become. We see this confirmed by Dorian’s lascivious nature. Instead of accepting “no” for answer, Dorian results in blackmailing Campbell. Dorian also references Basil when he states “no living man, at any rate” (175). There is a threatening undertone in this passage that not only gives reference to Basil’s death but also threatens Campbell’s life. Perhaps that is what the blackmail note contained. At any rate, Dorian has acquired a sense of cynical power and control that will only result terribly for him.


Definitions:

1) “In a few moments, Alan Campbell walked in, looking very stern and rather pale, his pallor being intensified by his coal-black hair and dark eyebrows” (171).

Pallor: (noun) unusual or extreme paleness, as from fear, ill health, or death; wanness

2) “He heaved a deep breath, opened the door a little wider, and with half-closed eyes and averted head, walked quickly in” (178).

Avert: (v) to turn away or aside

Monday, February 9, 2009

Dorian Gray: Chapter 12 and 13

“Sin is a thing that writes itself across a man’s face. It cannot be concealed. People talk sometimes of secret vices. There are no such things. If a wretched man has a vice, it shows itself in the lines of his mouth, the droop of his eyelids, the molding of his hands even” (153,154).

  • Basil is correct in this statement. He expresses that we cannot hide our wrongdoing. In grappling with our sins, we are affected by the stress and age lines that accompany the struggle. There is no secrecy in sinning, which often creates a better means of obtaining absolution because the sin is seen by all; therefore, this encourages one to seek forgiveness quicker. However, this is clearly not the case with Dorian. Due to the fact that Dorian’s portrait held the “lines of his mouth, [and] the droop of his eyelids” (153), he did not have to grapple with his sins and simply hid them behind a curtain. In doing so, Dorian never had to search for redemption and his rotting soul became unable to be salvaged: “‘It is too late, Basil,’” (162).

“You are the one man in the world who is entitled to know everything about me. You have had more to do with my life than you think” (159).

  • Basil is unaware of the negative impact the portrait has had on Dorian’s life. Through Dorian’s perception of the situation, he is basically blaming Basil. Since Basil was the painter of the portrait, Dorian sees Basil as responsible for making his life miserable: “the man that had painted the portrait that was the origin of all his shame was to be burdened for the rest of his life with the hideous memory of what he had done” (157). Was Basil really to blame for Dorian's misery? Could Dorian have prevented the outcome of such a horrid portrait? Dorian had the ability to repent for his sins and do good. However, he chose an evil route that only led to his mental and emotional breakdown.



Definitions:

1) “Did I teach the one his vices and the other his debauchery?” (155).

Debauchery: (noun) excessive indulgence in sensual pleasures; intemperance

2) “ ‘You were to me such an ideal as I shall never meet again. This is the face of a satyr’” (161).

Satyr: (noun) a lascivious man; lecher

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Dorian Gray: Chapter 11

“The more he knew, the more he desired to know. He had mad hungers that grew more ravenous as he fed them” (Wilde 132).

  • Before meeting Lord Henry, Dorian had a childlike innocence to his nature. His optimistic view of the world was inspiring and he was not interested in questioning things around him. Upon Lord Henry’s arrival into Dorian life, Dorian changed drastically to the point where others began to notice: “You talk as if you had no heart, no pity in you. It is all Harry’s influence” (112). Lord Henry is responsible for instilling this malevolent yearning for knowledge within Dorian. When obtaining more knowledge, Dorian would begin to gain a better understanding of how to deceitfully go about living with his secret. The more he learned, the more he felt his ravenous desire increase; just as “everyone knows that the sexual appetite, like our other appetites, grows by indulgence” (Lewis 97).


"For these treasures, and everything that he collected in his lovely house, were to be to him means of forgetfulness, modes by which he could escape, for a season from the fear that seemed to him at times to be almost too great to be borne"(Wilde 143).

  • Lord Henry gave Dorian a book that has caused him to become extremely obsessed with it. The book encouraged Dorian to take up hobbies in various things, completely devoting himself to each one. His hobbies included studying art, studying perfumes, dedicating himself to music, and studying jewels. By taking up new hobbies, Dorian could escape from the thought of the horrid portrait that displayed his rotting soul. However, these projects proved unsuccessful in distracting him. His sins and aging did not reflect on his face but he was forced to grapple with his wrongdoing regardless of his newfound hobbies because the portrait had become a part of him: “He hated to be separated from the picture that was such a part of his life” (144).


Definitions:

“Of the asceticism that deadens the senses, as of the vulgar profligacy that dulls them, it was to know nothing” (134).

Profligacy: (noun) shameless indifference to moral restraints


“Of such insolences and attempted slights he, of course, took no notice, and in the opinion of most people his frank, debonair manner… were in themselves a sufficient answer to the calumnies (for so they termed them) that were circulated about him” (145).


Calumny: (noun) a false and malicious statement designed to injure the reputation of someone or something

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Dorian Gray: Chapter 9 and 10

“It is only shallow people who require years to get rid of an emotion. A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow easily as he can invent a pleasure” (112).
  • Through this quote, we see once again, the influence that Lord Henry has had on Dorian. It is evident that Dorian does not really believe this because he then states, "I don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions" (112). He seems to be forcing Lord Henry's views on himself and pushing his genuine compassion aside, making him callous. I don't agree with this statement because mourning over occurrences should not be understood as being shallow especially because "shallow" brings a negative connotation to the feeling. No man can force himself to stop feeling a certain way, however, he is correct in the fact that one "can invent a pleasure" (112). Happiness can be found anywhere and in anything.

“Perhaps he had read it, and had begun to suspect something. And yet, what did it matter? What had Dorian Gray to do with Sibyl Vane’s death? There was nothing to fear. Dorian Gray had not killed her” (128).

  • In this quote, we see guilt emerging in Dorian's conscience. If he truly was no longer affected by Sibyl's death, as he says he is, then he would not be angry when seeing the news of it on his desk or be worried if Victor may have seen it. This refutes his previous statement when he says, " What is done is done. What is past is past" (112). Apparently, it is not the past if he is continues to question and dwell on Sibyl's death. This quote narrates Dorian's inner thoughts and questions that forces the reader to conclude that Dorian's character has not been fully affected by Lord Henry's influence.



Definitions:

“She lingered for a few moments, and was garrulous over some detail of the household” (122).

Garrulous: (adj) excessively talkative in a rambling, roundabout manner, esp. about trivial matters

“The mere cadence of the sentences, the subtle monotony of their music, so full at it was of complex refrains and movements elaborately repeated” (129).


Cadence: (noun) rhythmic flow of a sequence of sounds or words