||To My Future Husband|| (1)

Dear Future Hubby,

I prayed for you last night,

As I have been every night for the past year. I prayed that God would keep you safe. I prayed that He would help you with whatever troubles you may be going through. I hope you're doing okay with everything. There's not a day that comes when I don't think of you.

The past year hasn't been the best for me and relationships. It always comes down to trust issues or my values that get in the way. I've been hurt a lot so my trust has definitely been damaged. Just to let you know, I've decided to wait until we’ve gotten through this day to share my soul with you. Waiting till marriage has definitely been a challenge, but if you’re reading this letter, I’ve accomplished it. I know it’s kind of early to make such a big decision (considering I’m only 16) but after being cheated on because I won't "put out", I realized that I'm just going to get hurt if I do. I really can't handle that type of pain right now.

If I married you, you’re wonderful. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. I know that God has blessed me with your existence in my life. You’re my other half. When I’m upset and frustrated, you are always there to calm me down. Whenever I’m feeling discouraged, your love is always there to encourage me. When I’m emotionally distressed, you are the one to console me. When I think I’m right, you always let me know I’m wrong (I love that). I can be really stubborn, but your patience is going to help me change. Swallowing your pride for me is never a problem. I hope you’ll be the one to love me forever.

I love you


Love always,
Your Wifey


p.s. I can't wait to have our son.